can't someone take away the pain? i hate this. everything. can't someone be honest? .. this is life, my fucking life but i don't feel like i have anylife. i don't wanna live like this i wanna die and forget everything as have with me to do.. fuck fuck fuck.. well i was with mandy yesterday i't was really nice actually we talk about everything, i miss u girl. i hope we can be as closes like we were before. be strong girl!something i really hate is that i don't know were i have my best friend ? well,  i can't explain the feeling when she take her boyfriend before our friendship.. sad so fucking sad!

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me

I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.

And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you